Now she is rising
remember her pain
remember the
losses
her screams loud and vain
remember her riches
her history
slain
now she is striding
although she has lain.
These Yet to be United States
These Yet to be United States
Tremors of your network
cause kings to disappear.
Your
open mouth in anger
makes nations bow in fear.
Your bombs can change the seasons,
obliterate the spring.
What more do you long for ?
Why are you suffering ?
You control the human lives
in Rome and Timbuktu.
Lonely nomads wandering
owe Telstar to you.
Seas shift at your bidding,
your mushrooms fill the sky.
Why are you unhappy ?
Why do your children cry ?
They kneel alone in terror
with dread in every glance.
Their nights ["rights" ? - Schrift nicht lesbar] are threatened daily
by a grim inheritance.
You dwell in whitened castles
with deep and poisoned
moats
and cannot hear the curses
which fill your children's throats.
Men
When I was young, I used to
Watch behind the curtains
As
men walked up and down the street. Wino men, old men.
Young men sharp as
mustard.
See them. Men are always
Going somewhere.
They knew I was
there. Fifteen
Years old and starving for them.
Under my window, they
would pauses,
Their shoulders high like the
Breasts of a young girl,
Jacket tails slapping over
Those behinds,
Men.
One day they hold
you in the
Palms of their hands, gentle, as if you
Were the last raw egg
in the world. Then
They tighten up. Just a little. The
First squeeze is
nice. A quick hug.
Soft into your defenselessness. A little
More. The
hurt begins. Wrench out a
Smile that slides around the fear. When the
Air disappears,
Your mind pops, exploding fiercely, briefly,
Like
the head of a kitchen match. Shattered.
It is your juice
That runs down
their legs. Staining their shoes.
When the earth rights itself again,
And taste tries to return to the tongue,
Your body has slammed shut.
Forever.
No keys exist.
Then the window draws full upon
Your mind.
There, just beyond
The sway of curtains, men walk.
Knowing something.
Going someplace.
But this time, I will simply
Stand and watch.
Maybe.